It's a dark night. | blackberrybelle's Blog
Here it is 2:30 am, I feel lonely and stressed out. I wish Christmas wasn't about gift giving. It really adds unnecessary stress. I just want to disappear or be comatose until the holidays are over. I know during the holidays, I will want to isolate as usual. Having a relationship makes anxiety worst on some levels. My boyfriend has a big family and I don't want to deal with them. Or anyone for that matter. I wish I was a different person in a different circumstance. I overanalyze everything and think too much. I'm also sick of being insecure, second-guessing myself all the time and needing approval from others. I hope in BPD group therapy, I can become well because I'm so sick of everything.
There are no comments on this post yet, be the first to leave one!
Previous PostsI don't belong here., posted April 9th, 2013
Not being able to sleep SUCKS!, posted April 3rd, 2013
Hopeful, posted March 22nd, 2013
Life and BS, posted March 20th, 2013
A mess, posted February 28th, 2013
Feeling content tonight, posted December 27th, 2012
Just lie and tell him I'm fine., posted December 26th, 2012
My boyfriend needs anger management, posted December 16th, 2012
It's a dark night., posted December 15th, 2012
Hatred...I hate that feeling. lol, posted October 15th, 2012
Tired of living, posted September 14th, 2012
The Story Of My Life, posted August 29th, 2012, 3 comments
Trying to let go of who I was and accept who I am, posted July 25th, 2012
Wish obsessive thoughts would stop., posted July 11th, 2012
Tonight Is Not Turning Out The Way I Planned It..., posted June 30th, 2012
This life will be the death of me, posted June 18th, 2012
One Of Those Days..., posted June 14th, 2012
I really don't understand..., posted May 21st, 2012
I Just Don't Give A ****, posted May 16th, 2012
It's Like A Storm Inside..., posted May 11th, 2012
OMG! I feel like I'm on Twitter WAY TOO MUCH! So embarrassing!, posted May 3rd, 2012
Waking Up...My Nightmare, posted May 2nd, 2012
The Big Empty, posted April 23rd, 2012
Random BS, posted April 19th, 2012
STUPID HOCKEY PLAYOFFS!, posted April 15th, 2012
"You and I used to shine like a jewel, but time's been nothing to us, but cruel.", posted March 13th, 2012
Haha Twitter Fail...Again, posted March 7th, 2012
I hate EVERYTHING now and I'm so tired of life, posted February 29th, 2012, 2 comments
I FEEL DEAD INSIDE AND DYING..., posted February 19th, 2012
I really don't give a **** right now, posted February 14th, 2012, 1 comment
BlogrollHere are some friends' blogs...
HelpEmbed Photos Embed Videos
Will You Break The Rules Because Of Something Or Someone You Care About?
A fun new question each day. Winners get trophies and points.
Respond and Vote Now!